first post, my name is riri, rina, charlotte whatever alias you know me by ^,...,^ this is a blog where i will be rambling mostly about my psychological issues such as my drug induced psychosis, schizophrenia, borderline personality disorder, narcissistic personality disorder, paranoid personality disorder, derealization, identity confusion, gender dysphoria, hypersexuality, and whatever else fucked up shit i have got going on in my little brain :P and just other stuff that i feel the need to ramble about to the world ^__^ 

so just from this paragraph alone, you should take caution when looking through my blog as it's intended to be for 14+ users only, if you are younger and going through this personal blog of mine—unfortunately that is out of my control and not my problem, as harsh as it sounds -_-'

if you want to refer to me, my pronouns are he him and she her, although i prefer he him more than she her. i am also an ambonec lesbian.

i don't know what else to really add to my introduction of this blog, so this is about it to this post. i hope my experiences give you some slight of relatability—or just show off what really goes on in the real world to some people like me. i would also like to say that this blog is not intended to be viewed on mobile, as it looks better on laptop/computer.